So, I've been trying to refocus again, and again, and again. I've been talking to Janelle a lot about what I need to do and what I need to remember.
My other friends are awesome too, but they just don't push me enough. Seriously. I need someone to be hard on me and push me because I know this is what I want.
Janelle told me something yesterday that I need to start saying to myself. She told me that when she is on a meal plan and can't have the sweets that she wants when she wants, like a Reeses cup, she tells herself that Reeses will still be there when she is off her meal plan and done training for a show.
I need to start reminding myself that I'm working toward a goal (a really realistic goal - to be at a healthy weight) and right now, I will have to make sacrifices. All the junk food that I want will still be there when I reach my goal and I start a plan to maintain my weight.
So, I know this is a post that is a little for serious me, and a little more serious that I like to be, but I have to get my act together and remember why I started this.